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Post by Lyndsay. on Jun 19, 2008 9:45:07 GMT -5
{name:Nick#|#picture:1}Summer...
..is almost over. Well for the most part. Here in good ole' California you can't really get rid of the sun. It'd be the no school part that is coming to a close and for once in my life, I'm looking forward to the new school year. [Not just beacause I'll be a senior either..] This summer hasn't been a pleasent experience for me, and the sooner it ends, the better.
My girlfriend died this summer and it's all my fault.
The worst part about it all is that not a soul even knows that she was my girlfriend when she was alive. Nobody knows how much I miss her. She always wanted to keep our relationship a secret, so I have to go around acting like nothing happened. Except when I'm around Todd. Honestly, who can keep a secret from their best friend? Plus the fact that he caught us together might have contributed to that...
Maybe, just maybe if we didn't have that fight that caused her to drive off angerly and skip that red light, she'd still be here. No, it's not a maybe, it's a definetly. So I have to face the world with a heavy weight on me: that I caused the death of my girlfriend. Do you know how hard it is when just about every girl in San Francisco looks like her? Whether it be their hair, the way the dress, or their smile, they all look like her.
Well... I'm going to leave you now. Not that you'd care, you're just a book with blank pages afterall.
Nick
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